Oh my. We have to survive another bunch of mocks now... they will get done, I know. The mind is distracted from life by life. The most suffocating thing is if you cannot really show what and how you feel, if you have to hold in even the positive things, while you'd love to scream your joy out loud to the whole wide world. And there aren't even any rules restricting you, it's all in your head. We set our boundaries and limits ourselves, but what makes us decide whether something is better kept seemingly dormant? Are we just making these things up, or how could we ever predict someone else's reaction to what we have in store? There's alot to ponder about, and seems syrreal that Christmas is here in about a week, and no feeling whatsoever with it. Nothing, nada, niente!
Imbalance is the worst state of mind to be in. Even if it's self-inflicted... Going with the flow still seems to be the best course of action, but what if the faith is lost? No-one wants to piss against the wind!
What a classic ToK-moment (IBbrainwash buujaa!): How can we know? Do we know at all? And what is Right? Is there such thing as The Right Thing? Who gets to decide?
Do you guys believe in fate?
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I wouldn't say that the self-inflicted imbalance is somewhat better than some other kind of imbalance. I mean, in a state where you cause yourself your imbalances, it all comes down to you not being able to handle yourself. But then again, what are imbalances not caused by ourselves?
And I don't think we could know. Because I think all the "Right" and "Wrong" is made up, how could there be such things? Doesn't it come down to us trying to feel more confident about our actions that we label them as "right"? Right is whatever we think it is, it comes from ourselves.
And what is fate? It seems pretty wishy-washy to me.
You might be right, dear. But then again, see, I used the word "right".. Amusing and slightly frightening how relative everything really is!
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