Thursday, March 29, 2007

Vernal affairs and hormones in action.

Hello, comrades. Long time no typeu, again. [Forty Foot Echo - Brand New Day(8)]
Lots of things have happened since then. Damn, this song I'm listening to right now, is just so nice, and it reminds me of this one person, who's even more nice.. Anyhow! First we had a dance party in Estonia, in RaMkool.. it was just fabulous! Me and Rain had handled 3 bottles of wine before the party, but it still puzzles me how Rain managed to get so drunk... And I'm the one who drank vodka in town, afterwards... After the prom I went to town to meet up with Raimond and when we were buying booze from near the railway station, I realised I had lost my wallet. Panic. I was going to leave for Paris in two days and my ID-card and all that stuff is there. Eventually it turned out to be all good, because Rain had my wallet in his coat pocket. Tallinn, in general was Party, Party, Party. It was heart-warming seeing all those adorable buddies of mine. However, I managed to consume so many liquid substances with OH-groups in them the other night, that I couldn't pull myself together and hang out with Hando, Mikk, Kostja and others:D I'm almost ashamed.. But hey, sh*t happens:) and even the most experienced ones sometimes screw up. Most of my quality time in Tallinn was spent with Raimond, who is an extremely cool, positive, nice, friendly, adorable, funny, and everything else a-close-to-perfection-male-person could possibly be.
On Monday (19.03) I flew to Paris with my the-coolest-brother-ever. I'm not going to tell any more about Paris that it was awesome despite the fact that weather sucked so bad that it's not even funny. And the reason, why I actually went there - Incubus gig - was cancelled. Bad luck, disappointment was beyond big. But otherwise, j'aime Paris;)! Beaucoup.
[Dagö - Armastuslaul(8)]
But now I'm back in Finland, it's so nice and sunny here. Probably the first time when coming back here didn't flip me away with the extra bad weather, kind of contrary.

It's so nice to see, how more intense sunrays cheer people up and you can see more smiles on people's still-so-pale faces. Speaking of being pale - I got the year's first tan today. I had a few skip hours at school and I was just chillaxing outside and I got a slight blush on my cheeks. Nice (read with a thick Northern England accent).
[Björk - Hyperballad(8)]

The only thing bothering me at the moment is that I'm so darn lazy. I just can't help it. I cannot get my head around things and then I'm just constantly spacing out and daydreaming. I think I k now one of the reasons for this unearthliness, at least. It's this one person approx. 400km away. I have my fingers crossed to be able to see the person when I go to Estonia in a week, again.
Linnu, my dear, is going to turn 17! And Pätu (aka Pärtel) as well.

I love people and jokes. Ahh. I love life:)!

Peace and love. Just take it all in!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Favourite things.

Today was a fabulous day! It was almost as good as it gets. Just awesome!
First thing in the morning, after enjoying my morning tea - the usual, I walked out of my house, and felt the wind stroking my face with a lot softer touch, than usually. It had a vernal smell. The birds were singing their lungs out, and for some strange reason, the morning seemed to be lighter than ever. Met up with Juulia and walked to school with her. I found out in my Mathematics class, that the time I'm going to be in Paris, only Higher Level students have to attend, which means I'm not going to miss out on anything! What a relief - I can enjoy Paris without any guilt what so ever. And the teacher did it all for me, how nice is that! It totally brightened up my day to an extent when I was completely overwhelming with all the sunshine and nice people around me. I was just bursting out laughing and enjoying the sunrays flattering my skin with warmness. After school I was hanging out with Sonia, who is just such a darling. We had a blast in Wayne's Coffee (I love the place, and the place loves me, since I probably am their best customer) first and then we went on to Soppabaari, where I had a delicious tomato-feta pasta. We chilled there until 10pm. When I got home I was just so happy! I still am. I love, LOVE those times when everything is just in the right place, almost..
I wish I could give a piece of my joy to all the world so that everyone would be happy! Or at least discover the positive side of things.
It is so close to perfection right now. Having some more darlings with me here, right now, would make it complete. My honeybunnies (the ones whom I mean, know it;), can't wait to see you!
I'm just so anxious about everything about to happen!
Some people just make your day by simply existing. Mindblowing.
I can imagine the overwhelming feelings in me when I get to see People. Those two weeks of absence has made the heart grow fonder a great deal. Those two weeks have been both the longest and shortest two weeks of all times. I think there's a little something called 'butterflies' in my tummy. Feels great!

Jätteglad:)!
And after I'm back from Paris, there's only 8 weeks of school left for me, and off to San Francisco I go. Can it get any better? It can.

Puss och kram:P

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Nightwalker

Mõnikord tundub rohkem, kui üks asi vale. Vahepeal lihtsalt oled kogu maailmas pettunud ilma hea põhjuseta. Aga alati on midagi, mida väga oodata. Nädala pärast ma lähen Pariisi, see on hea.
Ja juba neljapäeval olen ma Eestis!
Mul oleks ilmselt siirust vaja. See ongi puudu. Miks kõik nii silmakirjalikud on?

But still, listen to good music, kids!
Sucks to be nocturnal.

Friday, March 09, 2007

It feels like having a cake and eating it too!

Zenith[10] says:
they didn't fucking ask for my id when i bought them from alko :D lazy bastards
sonia says:
haha they didnt?? but i think you do look adult. i mean if you werent 18 you'd pass for it
sonia says:
i mean you're not OLD
sonia says:
you're mature =DDD
sonia says:
but not mentally

This is what you get for turning 18. :D
Life is crazy. Time flies. In 10 days I'm going to be in Paris. I can't really believe it, after my week in Paris, there is only 8 weeks of school left, and then off to San Francisco!
Hell yeah!
My subconsciousness is playing tricks on me, and it's not even funny!
Anyways, tomorrow, Helsinki, again:)! Rather enjoyable. I love Helsinki!

But the not-so-nice-thing is that I miss Tallinn and my honeybunnies a lot. A big bunch! Damn.